26.3.12

迷惑中

最近一直在烦恼自己将来的生活。 实习还剩两个月,一直在烦恼到底要找什么工作。
小时候一直认为,成年了,就理所当然的有工作,有收入,不必为柴米油盐而操心。小孩呀,还真的是有够天真。
也不是说没有工作机会,只是,要找到一份称心如意的工作又谈何容易呢?
公司背景,工作环境,职务内容,员工福利,样样得留意,统统要调查。找到合心意的,还得准备看看人家愿不愿要你,还得提心吊胆的守着电话等通知,也不知履历表有没有被人投篮或成了一堆碎纸。
社会的现实令我感到头皮发寒。一直以来,我都得过且过的生活着,最近越来越发现,不努力的人,可是连剩饭都尝不上一口的。要想得到最好的,就必须比别人付出更多的努力,尤其是得知本身条件远远大不如人。
尽管脑中有着许许多多感触,觉悟,可是,却不见自己有任何显著的行动出现。。所有的计划目前还处在纸上谈兵的阶段。。。
心里一直担忧着许许多多的东西。。不知道是什么阻扰着自己的前进。。。以至于思绪一直理不过来。。。所有的东西都没有一个开头。。。都乱得像一盘散沙一样。。。
目前的我。。很是迷茫,一点次序也没有。。就像这篇文章一样。。。
望自已日后有更大的进步,而非在此自怨自艾。。

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  1. Eeva, hopefully you read this. I just read what you wrote and I just want you to know that life is like a roller coaster with it's highs and lows. Its very normal for a very young person to feel this way. I understand you being upset of not having it all right away..believe me it will all come to you..you just have to have alittle patience. Everyone one of us on this planet has the same feeling you have at this moment one time or another in their lives. Your not alone. Money..health insurance..rent etc etc its all part of life. I am not quite sure if i can even get through to you. I feel as if i failed you. I tried cheering you up when you were down. Tried making you laugh. But i did not have any luck. Just wish you never told me that you wish we could be long time friends being you quit FB. Eeve to me your like Pink's song

    Pretty, pretty please
    Don't you ever, ever feel
    Like your less than Fu*kin' perfect.
    Pretty, pretty please
    If you ever, ever feel
    Like your nothing
    You're fu*knin' perfect to me.
    Dennis

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